My Journey

Thursday, December 30, 2010

I'M HOME!

I'm home from California! Well, I've been back from California for a while now, but I had to visit my biggot of a father for a couple of days. We stayed in a hotel room in my town and bowled and saw Tron and ate bad food. Yuck. I don't like seeing him. He doesn't believe in birth control, black people, Asian women driving, or women having places in politics. Except for Sarah Palin. Gag me with a spoon.

Regardless, I am back and back in Blogger action. My weight hasn't ballooned, even after vacation. Back to 700 calories daily.
B - 0
L - soup - 230

Perfect.

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Hey, baby. Let's just start where we left off...

I'm back, bitches. For good this time. For 98 pounds. I'm back to 121 on a regular basis. Much improvement from before. But we aren't talking about before. Only here. Only now. Because I've been to Hell and back, ladies, and it wasn't pretty. I'm back for good. I'm back for 98. I will be 98. To feel strong. To never be abused again. To be too fragile to handle. To make Him scared. To show Him He made the wrong choice. This is my 24-hour revenge therapy.

Intake:

B - chocolate - 280
L - 3 tootsie rolls - 70
Kettle popcorn (1/2 mini-bag) - 50
Kashi almond-honey bar - 140
A.S. - leftover Chinese - 150
crackers - 190
Total: 880

I'm done for the day. Unless I purge. Or drink some nasty tea (nastea?). I'll have some nastea.