No Good. No Good.

My day was fine, but I'm pissed. I'm pissed about the fact that the power cord to my laptop has died completely. There's nothing I can do about it, either, so I just have to wait until I can get another one. So, what that means, girlies, is that I will not be posting any more pictures until then. Ugh!!! I'll still take them, and when I get the cord I'll post a huge spread.

I had a banana for breakfast, snacked a little bit, and then made myself a smoothie with a banana, strawberry yogurt, and orange juice. Very tasty! I miss having friends... I miss going out with people, and I miss being loved. I want to flirt. I want to find the guy. Any guy. I need affection. My parents are going out of town this weekend. I'm going to have the ex spend the night. I need affection, and he still wants me. It's not in my nature to take advantage of people, so I won't take advantage of him. It's not my intention to take advantage of him. I do still love him... But I want to move on. But I also want him in my bed. I'm so confused. My body is no longer my body. It won't be mine until it is perfect. I will only accept the best.